Looking Back I reminisce on the past right here presently/ You try to present future mishaps evidently/ Somethings been missing this whole time/ You didn't try to understand how I live life through rhyme/ But honestly I'm careless and I could care less/ But if less is more then I care more then I did before/ About how life changes and how I change with it/ Evolve or die off same idish/ You act mad skid-dish, your mind frame isn't fitted/ Your claim to fame was lame like John McCain's/ Lasted for a few months then lain to shame/ Praying your attitude gets hit by a train/ Cuz' it's so the same, shook up like a can of soda spraying/ Sporadically sparing with Spartans/ Sick of hearing wackness coming from martians/ I'm on my Nilbog, chill dog your just not there/ On some Dortrog, leak Eggnog when you don't care/ The only thing I spare is bowling pins/ Nothing in the world could fill the whole in him/ That the spirit leaks out of/ I stay Meek no matter/ How many Millz I might see/ I got a rugged style that's not to be taken lightly/ R.A. like a Sun God in olden Egypt/ I release un-kept scriptures of secrets/ I walk on C(Sea) Steps like Poseidon and snoop/ I remember when C-Set was part of the group/ We're still all troops like armies of guerrillas/ Rebellious culturalist, no one's iller/ And no one will ever fill the void/ The realness for some will make them so annoyed/ Soulja boys and young cats need to be grown men/ Instead they stay like peter pan and the industry blows them/ So then don't look back on any BS/ Look back at the greater things, just being here I'm so blessed/ Never hopeless, I wrote this dopeness/ Straight outta the Ziploc, so fresh/ For you other writers to note this/ Take it down and make sure it's jotted/ Replay this joint if you forgot it/ Never getting rotted, renewed and plotted/ Double check and make sure their head is nodded, looking back/

Controlled By Your Love You got me in a magnificent trance/ You are the most significant romance/ That one man could ask for/ A glance from you would take down the whole task force/ I'm a zombie to your command/ The Universal Love Control at hand/ Opposites attract no Common factor/ I wanna run in fields with you, no tractors/ You are the demanding impactor/ Are love can't be measured with protractors/ Be exact or lose what we have/ Trustworthy of me being on the path/ I'd do anything thing for you at the drop of a dime/ When we are together, we defy time/ Making it cease to exist with reality/ You bring me to a Dream World all imaginary/ The highest rank underneath you/ What we share is true, not see through/ Shard of glass can't break us up/ Tough love, A heart that Is hit by an uppercut/ I won't stop believing on this Journey/ I can't Bail on our Bond, tell thee attorney/ What concerns me, nothing but the past/ But I have faith In our future, I know this will last/ (Say Love x3)

My Heaven (36 Steps Up) You always seem to be my Heaven, I forget the hell/ You put me through, I never run and tell/ You put me under that magical spell/ You were the one to lift me when I fell/ I see pearly gates in your eyes/ The kiss I received puts me on cloud nine/ My name the whole crowds crying/ But for you I put every last one of them aside/ The fact that your always down to ride/ Makes it 100 times better when you replied/ Your the only one for me, eternally/ I never expected this journey to be/ Everything that is was/ Maybe that's because/ When I'm with you, you create a paradise/ What we've been through, no one could compare the price/ Of all that we shared/ There is never a need for a mending or a repair/ Your always there and of course it's vice versa/ Might buy you a nice purse or uh/ Anything for the fact of the matter/ Because you truly are the only thing that matters/ I rise to the occasion like cake batter/ Never a sign of fakeness or plaster/ 2 words explain you, sheer perfection/ You're the only one to change my direction/ Directed to the lights that shine above/ The long waits are anticipations of love/ I always daydream and never seem to be awoken/ Your the jackpot won on a slot machine from a single token/ This feelings true, no hearts broken/ Even a Jester can see seriousness, no joking/ Anticipation grows stronger when we're far/ I wish for embrace when I see a shooting star/ All that I receive is yours too/ Not bonded yet by marriage but I'll never divorce you/ (My True Virtue)

Seems So Yesterday (What Happened?) It seems like it was yesterday when we met/ How time passes is so hard to accept/ Since everything happened I can't forget/ The happiest times to the times when we wept/ The late nights of insomnia, never slept/ Off of my feet you most frequently swept/ Look now where we are standing/ The standards we have seem so demanding/ Back then there was so much innocence/ You were a Queen and I was a prince/ Now I'm the king and your the princess/ Dukes and serfs worked there way up to impress/ So many double standards pass us by/ I can't help to ask myself why?/ The worst part is finding the answer/ Stupidity attaches to arguments like cancer/ (Hook 2x) Constantly reminiscent on memories/ You set my pains at ease/ Thoughts drift off into the breeze/ My soul descends like Autumn leaves/ You sprang into my life around winter/ You stuck with me like a splinter/ I never decided to pull you out/ In the beginning there were simple doubts/ Now I have way better acknowledgements/ Heart evolved into stone and cement/ So hard to break but still possible/ Your my sunshine and I got pockets full/ Yesterday is here but a year away/ October fourth 2010 feels so today/ You reincarnated feelings from back then/ I remember subtle 12th fairway memories back when/ We used to ride the bus with Katherine/ To think now you make my heart backspin/ No break dancing or broken hearts/ Just a throwback mind that brings me to our start/ (Hook 2x) Constantly reminiscent on memories/ You set my pains at ease/ Thoughts drift off into the breeze/ My soul descends like Autumn leaves/

Hold On (Dedication To Wayne Ferris) Looking back at the past ones who passed/ How intricate life can be but it won't last/ One second they're here, the next they're gone/ The one's that you used to rely upon/ All I got is me and a couple of my brothers/ My lover, and the rest are all some st st stuttering/ Lying fakers with their minds trapped/ Looking back to see how I got where I'm at/ Clocks don't exist where my time's at/ Rewind the message to try to find that/ Reasoning why most of what happened did/ I think I finally grew up from a kid/ I still miss the the few that I cherished/ I don't understand why some perish/ I'm embarrassed, when I can't seem to hold on/ I appreciate everyone who made me strong/ (Hook 2x) We need to be faithful and true/ Were would I be without all of you?/ The friends, fam, and the music/ If no one was here, It would be useless/ R.I.P. to my man Tommy Abreu/ We know your in Heaven but we miss you/ And to the homie of mine Kamar/ You're shining bright now like the sun and the stars/ And to my friend Will Da Real/ Your jokes stuck in my head and I'm laughing still/ To Brad's mom, Judy May Boone/ Your presence made the whole Earth bloom/ Abuelito, Abuelita, Grammy, HeyPop/ Your memory never makes my day stop/ To anyone who lost their Dad/ Or blamed God because they were mad/ It's difficult but you must learn to accept/ It's through you that they resurrect/ So have courage and live in the present tense/ That's the only way Life can make sense/ (Hook 4x)

Life Is Looking Better (Thank You Hip-Hop) I think it was third or fourth grade/ Nearing the end of the 90's is when you played/ Poetry was already part of my vocabulary/ Never saw you at a live show but you widened my capillaries/ As well as my mind, body, and soul/ There seemed to be an almost magnetic pull/ Losing control on some mainstream songs/ Cd player playing till the double A's were gone/ I hated when the track came and you skipped/ I was writing lyrics, flipping the scripts/ But sticking to em' like glue sticks/ My Mom heard the cursing and started to lose it/ Ripped up the first sheet of raps and threw it/ When I realized your importance, I came back to it/ I was Terrible in middle school, better in high school/ College got better, Now It's just delightful/ (Break) I just want to thank all the supporters/ The fore fathers, Hip Hop sites and reporters/ The DJ's, Emcee's, B-Boys, and graffiti artists/ The one's who struggled but pushed this the hardest/ The ones who stay true to themselves/ Who won't change for anyone else/ The founders of the real, rugged, and raw/ You helped me see life overall/

Dreams Are Presently Here Wondrous ponderings of thoughtlessness/ Can't remember what thought mess was next/ All the irritations and funky frustrations/ Disappear in air with dumb patience/ Understanding wisdom in a narrow window of time/ Complex with a simplest mind/ Configured the most significant design/ Deliver it so intricate with mines/ Destroy and rebuild in dreams surreal/ Wake up early with an emotional feel/ I realize life is more than what you ask for/ I'm thankful for everyone, you did more/ For me then ever expected, so generously/ Just some attentiveness, effortlessly/ Double adjective homicidal verbage/ Dispersed words urged splurges/ Hook: Dreams at night... This is life... (x4) Don't even know how to attempt this 2nd 16/ Clouds softer than cream infiltrate my dream/ Of being higher than most above every coast/ Life is what you make it and I always overdose/ On love which is found deeper within/ It overcame trust and depleted the sin/ It's as if I pledged allegiance to him/ Hell ends here, where Heaven begins/ Trial and error until you finish the project/ Admiration of determination, not found yet/ By those who object to this/ Find greatness when you connect to it/ From the outer city limits to the depths of nature/ All praises due to the Architect Creator/ I dose off into a subconscious language/ All difficult feats have now been vanquished/ Hook: Dreams at night... This is life... (x4)